“The time came when I couldn’t tie my boots.”

Alvaro Morata She described what it was like to experience depression and panic attacks in a preview of a lengthy interview that will be broadcast in full on the Cope network this Thursday. “The best thing for me is to leave Spain; I can’t stand it,” the Milan forward said in the first episode.

“When you have depression, it doesn’t matter what your job is. There is another person inside you that you have to fight against. There came a time when I couldn’t tie my boots,” the Spanish international recognizes, who also recognizes that ” “Three months before the European Championship I don’t know if I’ll play football again I don’t know what’s happening to me.”

Morata even admitted that “I’m ashamed to be with my children, go out…” and explained that “at first I thought I would stay at Atlético because I really wanted to, but I realized that… I did an interview and I said that I don’t know if I will continue in the national team or not because I am old, because there are very young people and because we have other things outside of football, children… That was a mess… Each one wrote what he thought and some news came out that in my opinion is too much and I realized that that doesn’t happen to me in Italy,” he explains to justify his departure.